Monday, December 21, 2009

Dedicated to my old friends and buddies from XTI68

Yoo brothers !,,,finally after 41 bloody years since we left, to find our ways in life, we met again yesterday on 20th Dec'2009 and hopefully more often again b4 heaven calls the day !!....YES, indeed I still look as brutal as I left ....Hahaha !! Indeed, you guys reminds me of this fellow...old fatties !! hahaha. Geeezzzz...O.K. lah just watch your diet and a Happy New Year a coming, hope you guys will live another day for us all to meet again !!.

MEETING OLD FRIENDS AGAIN
,,,there heart's filled with laughter and aging eyes moved with tears with memories so vivid transcending.
,,,the years the words of compassion and actions so kind the sun smiles down, when old friends come to mind.
,,,I have counted my blessings and shuffled my dreams and sang to the music of deep forest streams searching for places the light alway shined like deep in my soul, where old friends come to mind.
,,,I count you among off the guides on the path who love me taught me to dream and to laugh when I reach my heaven I know that I will find this heaven was built by old friends, I call mine.
,,,or do we meet again in Heaven ?,,,much much earlier than expected if you don't mind your weight, to bring you there earlier than mine.
Hey old friends of mine if you don't mind me saying !!.
Just get rid of your tummy weight ?.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Will I fall in LOVE again..YooHoHoo



My Kapas Island...yoohohoo !!...meself & matey.

Like a ship without a sail, with no rudder at its tail, adrift within a storm of life confusions, I was beached upon a shore, where no chart had ever shown before, when I jumped onto the sand, I knew I found an island, my island, Pulau Kapas.

I used to survive on dry land in Miri, for every other day until we sail the boat on Sunday, to places on other Islands, from Sarawak waters to Brunei shores and across to other Islands off Sabah, where time passes quickly, like the breeze across the bow, and now finally, YES !!..I'm safe within the shelter of my dearest island, darling Kapas.

Now I love the life I'm living and all that God has given the earth, sea and sky and this good bitch by my side. My dog "Jane" you see is everything to me I love her more each day, she helps me see the way, and we some how seem to be best friends and now a family.

So we'll blow with the breezes, and God bless Kapas Island when she sneezes, working together against life tides, we'll tack together side by side, through storms, doldrums, monsoons and jives, our love forever will indeed survive.

Welcome to my pirate island, Pulau Kapas or Cotton Island.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Work in progress, my face hehehe

aahhh !!,,,,,just watch my face !! When my painting starts to talk back to me/you, it's alive !!
I transform my life's experiences into painting and vice versa. In dreams we cross the borders of time and space. In this adventure, my scope is wide-ranging: from the main themes of perception, time and memory, to the immense diversity of the whole spectrum of human experiences. I interact with the (un)consciousness of fear, desire, tragedy, sorrow, joy, humour and surprises !!,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,faces again ??
.... now, yes,,,,,look into my eyes !! Yes,,,,,!!...want to try this out,,,,self meditation therapy ???..for self-mental health..!!
,,,just don't look too long at the eyes o.k. !..take it easy....relax be cool....YES !!!....ReLaX

,,,Yes !!...RELAX take a big breath, slowly feel the air filling your lungs and let it out very slowly,,,yes, now feel good ??..close you eyes, listen to the sound in your ears as you close your eyes !!.

,,,Feel from your toes, through your body and up to your mind...relax,,,relax,,,relax ....be very relax, think of blue skies, falling rain, beautiful mountains, your smiling mother's face,,,thank her and doa for the best..... yaa !

NOW,,,,open your eyes, feel afresh and start a new day with a smile on your face....be greatful always !!...be happy with life and living your life O.K. ??.........be COOL.....take it easy. !!,,,self-help go beyong thought for inner peace and gain inner power......
,,,yaaaaa.....its breath yoga !!.
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,,,tell me later, how was your day ?....pretty good eerrrr ??...better !!..now go for my/our daily prayers.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Freedom finally to just be by myself for the extra mile.

,,,,,daily walkabout with Jane along the beach front, she ensures that !
,,,,,capturing meself & lifestyle for my great great grand children !!

,,,Its God's blessing that we are all born free but as we sailed/struggled/survived into the world, many a times some of us are caught/trapped/hooked etc etc BUT thank GOD !!.. presently am free again, free to do what I want and free from restrictions, discontent, stress, doubts and fears. Yoo !!
,,,Enjoying this liberty, to command my pursuits and control my final destiny...to live with abandon and RELAX and ENJOY the bounty given by nature, commerce, science and technology !!.

,,,YES..indeed I have found my true riches in life and living coz. I have friends everywhere from all over the world !!. I have taught many things to others and influenced many lives !. I laugh often and much, appreciate nature's beauty, find the best in others plus to leave the world a bit better ??...help to build a better world that enhances human well-being.

,,,Now let me draw some masterpieces of meself for remembrance !!. hohohoo...... If NOT, WHY not yaa ??.

,,,Loving one's livelihood and pursuits with vitality and enthusiasm i.e. getting engrossed, giving excellent performance, relishing everything from dances to drama, antiques to architecture, painting to poetry, recreation to vacation and the meaning in life ; to find VALUE in what I do ??.

hahaha !!..Done so !? ,,,crawling/walking/climbing/driving/motoring/flying/diving/coaching so its o.k. I guess now for some serious painting again ..yoo hehehe ??.

....and still going for the extra mile too......Yoohohoo !

............"BETTER TO WEAR OUT THAN TO RUST OUT"..................

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Am only answerable to myself for my time only




,,,Sorry not trying to be rude to anyone !! yaa BUT am only answerable to myself for my life instead of blaming the world like most others are doing right now in our country.. and it pays therefore to always count your blessings and not your troubles too.

,,,Always glad of life & living, cox. it gives me the chance to love/work/play plus to look up at the stars.

,,,plus I have "Jane" to take good care of me on the island all the time !!..no worries.

,,,after a hard day's work & play, I indeed deserves some time alone to rest and unwind plus be as happy as I make up my mind to be ??..however lost time can't be recovered !.."Dost thou love life ?" THEN do not waste time, for that is the stuff what life is made of-lah hehehe.

...BUT at times, to be without some of the things I want is indeed an INDISPENSABLE part of happiness too-lah.

,,,HOWEVER do follow desire as long as I live, don't ever ever lessen the time of following desire, for the wasting of such time ia an abhorrence to my spirit !!.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Don't shoot the Pirate of Pulau Kapas please.

13th Oct - 19th Oct'09 Flim Crew Members for "ASTRO PRIMA 105" - PULAU KE PULAU series (shows sometime in Dec'09 onwards-lah ??)
Buying fish at high sea from the fishermen rather than we fishing-lah !! ..for BBQ tonite.

Azizul capturing actions onboard ECBW and what the Capt. is made of ?!.
Ruddy the soundman.
Azizul and meself taking a break...from my pipe with a roll.

,,,In fact, we are all born equal but one must build the greater part of it !!.
,,,Don't just look at how much we do, but with how much love we are doing it too ?? yaa !.

YES !!...who are you really Capt. ??.....well errrrmm !!
...Guess I prefer the errors of enthusiasm to the indifference of wisdom. !!. ,,,Most people says (so do I yaaaaa!,, hehehe ..saya pun amat bersetuju juga-lah !.) that I have an powerful self-esteem, well presented plus always show an attractive and winning disposition.
,,,As a result is responsible, sincere, receptive, compassionate and empowering.

,,,Someone who speaks and listen with great wisdom and a sense of humour ?! ....hahaha !!...apparently with high ideals, broad sympathy, long patience and deep conviction, the whole bloody package ..Yeop Ooii lah !!..am someone that carry no grudge or grievance or allow negativism in my life.

YOO!!!!...In other words, these comprise clear objectives, burning desire, enthusiasm, motivation, inspiration, focus, determination, persistence and target reaching-lah.
,,,My take is that the surest way not to fail, is to determine to succeed, very very simple yaa ??. WHY not if not ?
,,,from an islandman hohohoo..??.. "no man is an island, and the friendly and enthusiastic person will go far in the world yooo!!"...PLUS always have the zest for living. So just go forth, live with intensity and affection, charm and enrich everyone I meet. Yooo !!
,,,YES BUDDY !!...... I will indeed 'go the extra mile' and give my very best to the world !...remember everyone must struggle to succeed-lah kan ?.
,,,NO something for nothing,,,,in fact there is nothing for nothing !!.
Believe in my dreams.... for change !
Hold on to my dreams as the years unfold
Don't compromise the ideas that I hold
For on history's pages are written the deeds
Of those who had the courage to live by their creeds
Who held to their dreams and at last achieved
The lofty goals in which they believed
So be truly true to meself in all that I do
For I believe failure is often caused by one's inability to change.
"DESIRE ACCOMPLISHED IS SWEET TO THE SOUL"

Friday, October 9, 2009

My affair on the Island.

,,,,,,Jane taking care of the family's crown jewels !! that's it girl !!.
,,,,,,,We find only the world we look for !!,,,,mine only on an island with my pipe ??.

My affair with,,,
"Pipe Tobacco"-lah... hehehe !!

If you are a cigar smoker like meself, with an adventurous nature, who has traveled all the way from mild Macanudo to hearty Padron, it is inevitable that you will be lured into an affair with the pipe-lah..if not why not ??.
The journey into the world of the pipe is a great adventure, so it is important that you make a good start and get to know the beauty of pipe tobacco too .!!.
To do yourself justice in selecting a pipe tobacco, you must formally enter this unfamiliar realm of pleasure and let me introduce you to the possibilities before you, as an aid from an meselfmade knowledgeable tobacconist.!!. hehehe.
First, you must learn enough of the language to get around. Understand the differences between smoky Cyprian latakia, fragrant Greek xanthi, clean-smoking, zesty matured Virginia; and sweetened Kentucky burley, with its nutty richness.
Once you try, (..cuba dulu Yeop Ooi !! ) or at least smell, a few of the best examples of the different styles of pipe tobaccos, you will know what to expect from them, just as you know a Sauvignon Blanc from a Merlot. You will have to sample each individual brand to discover whether appeals to you, but learning to group styles and recognize the blending components likely to be found in each, is a big, but necessary, first step.

From my personal point of view, there are two basic categories of pipe tobaccos-lah Yeop !!.

,,,First, the more natural English and Scottish-style cake tobaccos, which are matured in pressed cakes to release the naturally occurring sugars in flue-cured Virginia and in the Greek or Turkish Oriental leaf.
,,,Second, the American-style, cased and flavored tobaccos, which rely largely on the application of sugar syrups for their flavor.

..The serious pipe smoker usually graduates over time from the sweetened to the natural-style tobaccos, perhaps going through the Danish and Dutch cavendishes, which, based historically on Maryland-style tobaccos, or possessing some component of burley, are both flavored and matured in pressed cakes, combined with loose leaf.

..The basic leaves used in the modem manufacture of pipe tobaccos look and taste so different from one other that it is hard to imagine they all began from the same seed, Nicotiana Tabacum. They have adapted to the different climates and soils of the world and have been subjected to varied curing methods that give each one a unique flavor range. Blending these tobaccos is a lot like cooking....As a Chef, I would want to begin with the best possible ingredients, and having an understanding of the flavor characteristics each ingredient brings to the blend is essential-kan kan kan ??.

VIRGINIA. One of America's first cash crops, Virginia tobacco was grown initially by the Jamestown colony, from imported Central American seed, and exported exclusively to England.
,,,Most of today's Virginia is flue-cured to preserve its bright yellow, orange or red color, and its oiliness, and Subtle sweetness. This curing method pumps smokeless heat into the airtight tobacco barn through metal flues or ducts.
,,,The best Virginia tobaccos today, matured in pressed cakes and therefore called matured Virginias, have a subtle sweetness and a delicate fruit-like flavor. They are rather tangy and pleasant on the palate, reminiscent of a mild salsa.
,,,The best matured Virginias are naturally sweet and clean-smoking tobaccos that fill the mouth with flavor. You will notice a flavor curve that is zesty at light up and then turns richer as the tobacco is smoked.
,,,Virginia tobaccos are also important components of English Mixtures and aromatic, flavored blends.

MARYLAND. Maryland tobacco is light air-cured and, therefore, a dull brown color. It is bland in flavor but has a nice, light texture and good burning qualities. Traditional Danish and Dutch Cavendish cake tobaccos, based on Maryland-style leaf, were made by adding sugars from the outset, whereas the English found it easy to go "natural" with naturally-sweet Virginia.

BURLEY. Today's burley tobacco is all descended from the White Burley Mutation. It has a rich, nutty flavor and a certain gusto. Burley is light air-cured, with a brown appearance and a dull or matte finish. Most burley, which has virtually no sugar of its own, is "cased" or flavored with sugars of one kind or another and this rich, full-flavored tobacco has traditionally been the base of the majority of American-style sweetened blends.
,,,When smoked, cased burley starts light, mellow, and mildly nutty, with no sharpness. If it is of good quality and has been handled properly, it will produce a rich, full flavor somewhat like sweet oatmeal or granola, with a caramel character coming from the burnt sugars as any good Chef would know.

ORIENTAL. This naturally aromatic, heady tobacco comes not from the modern Orient (the Far East), but from the old Orient, the Near East-Greece, Turkey, Cyprus, and other Eastern Mediterranean countries. The finest Oriental, often called "Turkish" tobacco, has a flavor that is delicately spicy. Used in small quantities, it gives to "English" or "Oriental" mixtures a sweet, yet piquant character.
,,,Sun-cured Oriental leaf has a greenish-yellow to golden brown color. Second only to flue-cured Virginia in natural sugar content, the finest Orientals from Greece and Turkey are mildly sweet and have an herbal or spicy character with an incense-like aroma.

LATAKIA. Latakia is sun-cured like other Oriental leaf and then hung in dense smoke from wood fires of oak, pine, myrtle, or cypress until blackened, a process that can take two months. The different woods impart different flavors.
,,,Latakia has an intense, incense-like fragrance but is surprisingly soft on the palate. It is cool-smoking and relatively tasteless in the middle range, an excellent condiment tobacco, basic to the natural Oriental or English mixtures. Usually, the fuller the mixture, the more Latakia is used.

PERIQUE. Perique is a deeply aromatic tobacco with a fragrance somewhere between cooked fruit (prunes) and sautéed mushrooms. Like latakia, perique is a naturally fermented condiment tobacco and, as such, is used rather sparingly. Its rich, black color and leathery texture belie its delicate flavor.
,,,Before fermentation, perique appears most like Kentucky burley. During fermentation, the tobacco steeps in its own juices for 10 months before further aging. Perique is the truffle of tobaccos, rare and precious for its distinctive pungency.

STOVED VIRGINIA. Not all that is black in an English mixture is latakia or perique. Bright flue-cured Virginias, blackened by cooking or stoving, create a measure of richness and a mellow, fruity sweetness in many natural, aged blends. Stoved Virginia has the type of richness we associate with dark chocolates. It imparts an aroma similar to warm chutney.

CAVENDISH. Here's a term that is used so broadly with so many different nuances that Webster could spend a whole page in the subcategories of definition. Briefly, Dutch Cavendish is generally a mixture of different component leaves such as burley, Virginia, and Maryland, that have been flavored and pressed into cakes to age. Any tobacco that has been treated in this manner can be called a Cavendish.
,,,The term "Cavendish" also refers to the cut which is characteristic of matured Virginias and burley plug. The pressed cakes in which the leaves are aged are cut into bars and then the bars are cross-cut into thick or thin slices called flakes.

BLACK CAVENDISH. Most black cavendishes that form the base of many American-style aromatics are sweetened, stoved versions of certain burley tobaccos from Kentucky and Tennessee, as well as some dark air-cured tobaccos from central Virginia.
,,,The best have a caramel flavor, reminiscent of syrupy pancakes-mild, sweet, full-flavored but with a slight aftertaste similar to the burnt taste on toasted marshmallows.

Ha ha ha !!,,,Now that you know your components, you are ready to select a new smoking tobacco. Being an ownself knowledgeable tobacconist in this new adventure, when you learn to name the style of tobacco you want, you will experiment & experience a range of selected product likely to please you-lah. hohohoo !!.
You may find that, as the day passes from morning into evening, you will want to change from a lighter to a more full-flavored tobacco. Just keep smaller amounts of several tobaccos on hand rather than a large quantity of any one product. You don't want to eat the same thing at every meal and, in all likelihood, you will want variety in your pipe tobaccos.
To give tobaccos an adequate trial, it is necessary to smoke all of them under similar conditions. Try them at various times of the day, always in clean, rested pipes of the same quality. Just fill, light, and tamp the pipe properly so that the tobacco draws and burns slowly and evenly throughout, as would a fine, hand-rolled cigar.
However, the smoke shop environment provides the best opportunity for you to become a connoisseur. There are distinctions in flavor and quality in all types of tobaccos, from the heady aromatics to the clean-smoking, naturally-aged ones.
Discovering the subtle and interesting flavors of the full range of pipe tobaccos available from the different manufacturers is great fun, as many pleasant smoking experiences will be found, and fond memories created, on the road to that elusive perfect blend.

Yoooo !!. Now, get yourself a pipe O.K. ??....for a start, try out..... "BARASSO" made in Italy, cox it comes with its filter to ensure tar free piping too !..hohohoo...no more.... "pinjam rokok sebatang ?".... Yeop Ooi !!.

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,QUIT SMOKING GO PIPING !!!!,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Recovery from Drug Addiction.

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Facing life challenges head on alone ??
,,,,,,,Nature too can creat havoc yaa !!..what not with oneself ??

Keeping an eagle eye around each corner/angle,,,,, hohohoo !! ..in helping the less fortunate.


Recovery from Drug Addiction:

October 1, 2009 at 10:27 am

Hello Matt again,

.....Just to highlight the methodology utilized at Capt’s Longhouse, its just the ‘practical strategy’ adopted by/from my ex-military & real life experiences plus front-end exposure, are as follows :

,,,a. Building STRONG motivation for change,
,,,b. Strengthening individual commitment to CHANGE,
,,,c. and ‘follow-through’ strategies..agreed by the individual himself,
,,,d. go for Win/Win for both parties.

.....This kind of (real life & living) therapy via proactive real time consciousness of shared values and continuing dialogue will eventually lead to a greater commonality of deviated value-system back to standard common values.

.....Am no expert BUT just a good Listener/Counselor to those that really wants to change or help themselves-lah back to society. So far so good but I do face some black cheeps too,,, unfortunately !!.

.....The above mentioned programme is self supporting/funding without any financial aids from outside. We earn our living ourselves through hard work, blood, sweat & tears !!... Real ACTIONS and DELIVERABLES i.e. process-lah haha !!. ……we don't expect hand-outs too.

……NO free Lunch yaa !!,,,,, but for "Win/Win"..... Yeop Ooi ??.

Capt.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Bapak,,,,,my daddy.

Yooooo !!,,,,,give my Daddy a THUMBS UP......... o.k ??
,,,,,am just speechless !!......SEBAK.,,,,,HE STILL MANAGED A THUMPS UP !!!!!!!!! ....THAT'S MY DAD yaaaa !!


,,,,,he indeed, loves the head massage and went to sleep during which !! hahaha. ....sweet dreams daddy, take your rest and I will manage the rest too. You had trained me well and showed me HOW many a times, I have learnt from the BEST....my dearest Daddy.

,,,,,as promised, I shall always be back to be with you daddy dearest.
,,,,,No words can express my feelings for you Bapak !!.
,,,,,SEBAK tak terkira Yeop !! ,,,,,, I love you daddy and you know it yaa !!...and as I take leave of you and pray for your spiritual/health advancement, as I know that you too pray for mine.

,,,,,Say; "If I am astray, I only stray to the loss of my own soul; but if I receive guidance, it is because of the inspiration of my Lord to me; it is He Who hears all things, and is (ever) near". Surah [34] Saba' Section 6; Truth Will Prosper ; 50 ......ameen.


,,,,,Yoo my daddy !!,,,,,from your son.....anak Bapak yaa !!.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Try out "Capt's Chicken Shawarma" for Lunch today.

........preparing the Yogurt and Garlic Sauce....plus kacang kuda for a change ??
3 tablespoons lemon juice, 2 tablespoon olive oil, 2 teaspoons ground allspice, 1 tablespoon ground coriander, 3 tablespoons chopped fresh coriander, 1kg boneless chicken thigh fillets, 6 white Lebanese breads and 2 large handfuls of shredded iceberg lettuce.

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, slowly slowly catch the monkey !!... sorry cook the chicken....hahaha ??. ...turn over and over often don't over cook too laaaa !!....must keep the juices in the meat.

Walla,,,,,,,,,,,ready to serve !!

Just heat up frying pan or bbq grill to medium-high.

,,,Combine the lemon juice, little bit olives oil, spices, a pinch of salt and coriander in a large bowl...add the chicken and toss to coat.

,,,Cook/fry slowly the chicken for 5 - 10 minutes until cooked.
,,,Shred chicken with very sharp knife !!.

Make up the Yogurt & Garlic Sauce...blend the 6 garlic cloves, 2 - 3 teaspoons of lemon juice plus some salt in a blender or bottle !!.. until smooth. Gradually add the 1/4 cup each of olive & sunflower oils in a thin steady stream until the sauce has thicken, then fold in the yogurt and sumac or some allspice. (for a change, make similar sauce but add some kacang kuda !!)

Prepare the Quick Tabouleh i.e. combine the chopped parsley, tomato and onion.
To assemble, place/toss Lebanese bread on the hot frying pan for 5 - 10 seconds to warm, then spread with the yogurt and garlic sauce. Arrange the tobouleh, luttuce and chicken on the top. Roll up to enclose and cut in half to serve !!!!....Walla.... Lunch is ready within 15 - 20 minutes ??.

Wow !!......refreshed plus bloody easy/relax and good too......yaaaaa !!
Hahaha !!!.....Similar dish served at "Capt's Coffee Cafe" at Kapas Island-lah....Yoooo !!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Happy 16th Birthday ,,,,My Son

Kids nowadays with their h/p with friends !!!...yooo ??
........Azrai where are you ?,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,16 th Birthday on 26/09/09

,,,,,,,Happy Birthday Arai from ....Mama Bib and Papa Capt.


The beautiful World is out there just waiting for you Arai my son,,,,YES indeed....GO for it !!.

Give it your best,,,,,be yourself and be the best !.

Just face the hustle and bustle of life .....face on....O.K. son ??.

Be a man .....yaa !...be honest and forgiving at all times too.

We love you as who you are as always !!.......Papa & Mama.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Man Best Friend,,,My "Jane".

Man best friend !!,,,,always on guard and don't you move a step forward unless the Capt. says so !!....Yoooo....Jangan LARI !!!!! or else Jane will get YOU !.
Eyes that understands and appreciating at all times,,,,,o.k. what's next ??
,,,,,,,,,JANE sun bathing along the beach front while guarding the place !
.....................................its a dog's life yaa ! haha.

,,,,,,,,,,,,,my girls !! & Lady Jane

She was just a tiny but cute 2 months old puppy when I got her from another friend from "The Moon" an interesting hideaway at Cherating !!,,,,the place reminds me of the captured CTs camps during my tough and bloody combat tour of duty back in the early 70ths...until mid 1982.

YES !! .....those were the deadly battle days when bullets were passing through my cockpit and death was a split second or just inchs away if your number is up or over due ??.
,,,,Guess, I was one of the lucky few that got away in one piece but unfortunately many of my buddies lost their life fighting against Chin Peng and his not so merry men/women !.

To the many "Army Dogs" that were involved, they played their silence role/part in tracking the enemy plus sniffing the thousands of deadly booby traps,,,,many of us were saved from those hidden dangers if not for these smart dogs !!.
I always have much attachment and respect to these service dogs...the unknown heros.....YES, may I salute to all of these "man best friends" for their 'tour of duty' for King and Country.

YES !!,,,,JANE you came into my life in April 2006 and has always kept guard and good company plus protected me against the many hazards,,,,,snakes that lay hidden from my eyes yet you could sense them before I could take the next step !... the huge hungry python at the kitchen a week ago ??,,,,,Finding our way back in the middle of the nite after looking for lost travelers in the jungle, Warning those not welcome to Capt's Longhouse to stay away, Chasing my shadow along the beach and playing catch me if you can !! HaHaHa....and you are always pretty fast yoo buddy !!.

,,,,,Geeee !!!,,,Jane indeed you are my best friend plus faithful buddy on the island, ever trusting and loyal at all times too.

,,,,,,,and to my other past DOGS,,,,Rocky, Blacky and many 'unname' others that we took home from the streets,,,,,may your souls be resting in 'doggy heaven' and thanks for sharing your life with me.
Its a dog life for some unfortunate others, until we met but I have indeed learnt a lot from you guys too,,,,,being faithful for ever yaa !!.

Guess, am a dog guy-lah !!.........in a 'dog eat dog world' ??.
"Survival of the fittest kind of indeed at all times."
I am what I am, so don't kid around with me, if you know what I mean !!
Yoo,,,,, Brothers & Sisters ??.,,,,,we can alway learn aplenty from a Dog too !!.....and be respectful to animals of all species yaa !!.

Man best friend,,,my Jane


She just a little 2 months old puppy when I got her from another friend from the Moon

Monday, September 7, 2009

Island to myself

,,,,,,,,,,,,,meself in front of just like a painting of Kapas !! ..Yoo man ??.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,the Paradise am talking about yaa !! ....yes indeed !

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,just meself alone on the island at last !!!! hohohoo.
,,,,,,,,,,YES !!,,,,,am all alone by myself on Kapas Island !!... Paradise yaa??,,, for someone like me, an Naturalist and Nationalist that truly believes that religion should be left to The Individual and God.

,,,,,,,,,,,so beautiful and quiet, only the sound of the waves plus a sunny day too yaa !!.

Away from the rat race....... hohohoo !!.....YES !!...tranquility ?? ,,,haha !

............All men are not created equal,,,,and living has never been easier yaa ??. ...............Who says life's not fair ?......you did, not me !?.

There's nowhere closer to the sea....Heaven on Earth ?....so serene !!,,,,,,,,am finally a true Retiree yoooo !!.....plus bloody healthy in body and spirit too !..........YES to FREEDOM !!...in my final journey to......

,,,,,,,,,"in the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.",,,,,,,,,,

"Do no mischief on the earth, after it has been set in order, but call on Him with fear and longing (in your heart); for the Mercy of Allah is (always) near to those who do good." ........Surah [7] Al-A'raf 56

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Recalling myself since retirement


YES,,,,,,,,, by 31st Aug'2009,,,,,,,at 70 kgs only !!,,,,and if I can get the pic. again.......hehehe my targeted weight 69 kgs !,,,,,indeed, just made it today 04/09/09......CAPT "69" Yoohohoo. ..and I feel GOOD !.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,by mid-July'2009 and 3/4 way !! ...weight losing daily nowadays !!.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,slowly slowly catch the monkey on my back ??,,,,,, in fact got rid of them for good.
01st April'2009,,,,,,still a very BIG fool/guy yaaaaa!! ..with JANE my best friend on the island. She takes good care of Capt's Longhouse security and is most protective of meself especially at night. Pls knock or call me out and don't just enter unless I have ordered her to stay !.

Hohohoo,,,,,,,,,,at 88 kgs in Feb'2009 and not at all healthy !!. in truth, I was kind of sickly too....pain here and there, no strength no energy for anything !!. I was a BIG piece of shit so to say !!

hi,,,,,Fatty ??..........meself at the start after retirement !!...almost at 90 kg-lah ,,,,,,,,,,yoo BIG brother size XXL or XL !!....very lazy fellow, just eat & sleep and still get paid !!,,,,,,,,,i never felt nice or good about it,,,,I needed more action and freedom plus TIME to myself.

WHY now ??,,,,,,,,ha ha !!,,,,,,great to slim down and be fighting fit again yaa !!...just compare the pictures yaa........the changes by the days yoo !!
I was wasted, really in bad shape,,,,,Thank God !!!!, am now back in bloody good shape physically,,,,,,not too sure mentally-lah... hahaha !!

Living and Life have been an interesting journey of discoveries, if I may say so,,,,,,had seen the worst BUT still having fate in mankind plus in humanity.

Am not the type that would blame others or the world but in fact someone that will live a life of honesty and just being my honest self...."work bloody hard and play very hard",,,,,YES that's ME-lah....1 + 1 = 2

You see what you see and you get what you deserves from me !. ..period yaa.

....its never a zero sum game with me but for "Win/Win" always yaa!!

,,,,,An apple is not a mango as far s I am concerned yaa,,,,,,, so say it out and don't hide behind the bloody bush..... from me ,,,,,,,,O.K. ?

I carry with me always, The Holy Qur'an so that it can be studied at all times, ,,,,,,insha'Allah, as a life long companion at all times and on all occasions in my life long discovery of the Qur'anic vast treasures.

Indeed,,,,,,,,,,My journey has just began ??,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"then those who have believed and worked righteous deeds, shall be made happy in a Mead of Delight"

Am just finding myself getting to know meself even better,,,,,,,????????....so don't mess around with me !.....for your own good ??....muah haha !!!!!!

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"He has created man from a sperm-drop; and behold this same (man) becomes an open disputer !",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

......changing faces .....by the day yoo.

,,,,,,,,,,,yaa, just keeping an eye !!
Naga 1,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,sister ship to GADIS KU !!!!

.............Pretty hard to capture and paint a 'changing face' by the day !!...indeed, after losing 20 kgs within 8 months does make it possible-lah.....and its not funny yaa. (good thing about it, is that am able to eat as much dark chocolate as i so desire nowadays too!! hahaha)


Everyday, I notice the changes and everytime I had to modify the face again and again !!....makes it more and more alive plus interesting ??.


.................now its turning blue......like the sea ?? hahaha...must be the salt in my eyes yaa ??.


,,,,,,,,,,,,,"Gadis Ku" is also coming along,,,,,, numbers of crew ??....can I manage it solo !! yes/no ??............things still working out in my dreams yaa....more details to be considered seriously. Her gulley, cockpit size, engine capacity, sail plan and spares plus materials ??. Back-up with auto-pilot system, electrical configuration, mast height and c.g. plus her displacement, ballasts, water maker, radios and sola/wind generators, stores etc etc etc !! yooooooooo !!.


,,,,,lots and lots of careful planning to be done/considered prior to commitment-lah and most important how much am willing to spend ??.


,,,,,Budget for its full life cycle prior to jumping into the bandwagon on a life time of trills or trips to new adventures across the horizon.


,,,,,Dangers associated with junk sail boat types, to be registered into my pc for training plus preparation purposes ??. Cross wind tagging and hazards due to slow responses as compared to modern sails that am used to !!. Manual system as standard protocol....lots of blood, sweat and tears yoo !.



......Yoohohoo !!,,,,,,,,,,sailing a Malay Pirate Ship is not a joke !!, ,,,as for NAGA 1.... she is somewhere in Australia right now if am not wrong ??. Similarly ATTU where are you now ?? .....With a sister ship to compare notes with,,,,GADIS KU would be a safer vessel too.

,,,,,To ULUMULU thanks for the fast track sailing experience,,,,Fin do sail her and back safely, she has her own character and will/shall remain up-ride even when you close your eyes as long as your co-ordinates are set on true course. Oooo yaa !!,,,We have tested her in the worst of all storms recently and she pulled us through yaa !!. WGT team members ,,,haha !! we have done well so together......remember !!....how to forget-lah mah/bah/lah ??. yoooo. Missed you guys-lah,,,,do drop in to Kapas soonest O.K.??.



YES !!,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"GADIS KU" ............in my dreams again and again ??.....will it just remain a dream ??.....been for the last 37 odd years or so man !!.


,,,,a man has to do what a man has to do !! right ?.......... Ameen.

Monday, August 31, 2009

MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA

Yoo,,,,,,,,,,,buddies !!
,,,,,We all started off from the tinest of an egg sperm!!......yoohohoo little buddies ?? ,,,,,,,and now we FLY the blue sky with total freedom !!
kita dah,,,,,,,,,,,,,,MERDEKA !!!

Merdeka-lah!!,,,,,,,,,,,,for all those who believe and work rightcousness,,,,,,,for them is forgiveness and a sustenance most generous !!!

Yoooo,,,,, to all my chopper pilot buddies, WE can really FLY yaa !!

,,,,,,,,,,,MERDEKA as always ???.

YES !!,,,,we are FREE like a bird in the AIR !!!

BORN to FLY.

,,,,,,just from an tiny egg to one HELL of a Chopper PILOT yooo !!
..Yeop Oii !! ,,,,,,,,kita dah MERDEKA
Regards to all yaa ..from,,,, Capt. Shariff Abbas @ KapasPirateKing

CAPT'S LONGHOUSE, KAPAS ISLAND.