Saturday, November 14, 2009

Will I fall in LOVE again..YooHoHoo



My Kapas Island...yoohohoo !!...meself & matey.

Like a ship without a sail, with no rudder at its tail, adrift within a storm of life confusions, I was beached upon a shore, where no chart had ever shown before, when I jumped onto the sand, I knew I found an island, my island, Pulau Kapas.

I used to survive on dry land in Miri, for every other day until we sail the boat on Sunday, to places on other Islands, from Sarawak waters to Brunei shores and across to other Islands off Sabah, where time passes quickly, like the breeze across the bow, and now finally, YES !!..I'm safe within the shelter of my dearest island, darling Kapas.

Now I love the life I'm living and all that God has given the earth, sea and sky and this good bitch by my side. My dog "Jane" you see is everything to me I love her more each day, she helps me see the way, and we some how seem to be best friends and now a family.

So we'll blow with the breezes, and God bless Kapas Island when she sneezes, working together against life tides, we'll tack together side by side, through storms, doldrums, monsoons and jives, our love forever will indeed survive.

Welcome to my pirate island, Pulau Kapas or Cotton Island.

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Work in progress, my face hehehe

aahhh !!,,,,,just watch my face !! When my painting starts to talk back to me/you, it's alive !!
I transform my life's experiences into painting and vice versa. In dreams we cross the borders of time and space. In this adventure, my scope is wide-ranging: from the main themes of perception, time and memory, to the immense diversity of the whole spectrum of human experiences. I interact with the (un)consciousness of fear, desire, tragedy, sorrow, joy, humour and surprises !!,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,faces again ??
.... now, yes,,,,,look into my eyes !! Yes,,,,,!!...want to try this out,,,,self meditation therapy ???..for self-mental health..!!
,,,just don't look too long at the eyes o.k. !..take it easy....relax be cool....YES !!!....ReLaX

,,,Yes !!...RELAX take a big breath, slowly feel the air filling your lungs and let it out very slowly,,,yes, now feel good ??..close you eyes, listen to the sound in your ears as you close your eyes !!.

,,,Feel from your toes, through your body and up to your mind...relax,,,relax,,,relax ....be very relax, think of blue skies, falling rain, beautiful mountains, your smiling mother's face,,,thank her and doa for the best..... yaa !

NOW,,,,open your eyes, feel afresh and start a new day with a smile on your face....be greatful always !!...be happy with life and living your life O.K. ??.........be COOL.....take it easy. !!,,,self-help go beyong thought for inner peace and gain inner power......
,,,yaaaaa.....its breath yoga !!.
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,,,tell me later, how was your day ?....pretty good eerrrr ??...better !!..now go for my/our daily prayers.

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Freedom finally to just be by myself for the extra mile.

,,,,,daily walkabout with Jane along the beach front, she ensures that !
,,,,,capturing meself & lifestyle for my great great grand children !!

,,,Its God's blessing that we are all born free but as we sailed/struggled/survived into the world, many a times some of us are caught/trapped/hooked etc etc BUT thank GOD !!.. presently am free again, free to do what I want and free from restrictions, discontent, stress, doubts and fears. Yoo !!
,,,Enjoying this liberty, to command my pursuits and control my final destiny...to live with abandon and RELAX and ENJOY the bounty given by nature, commerce, science and technology !!.

,,,YES..indeed I have found my true riches in life and living coz. I have friends everywhere from all over the world !!. I have taught many things to others and influenced many lives !. I laugh often and much, appreciate nature's beauty, find the best in others plus to leave the world a bit better ??...help to build a better world that enhances human well-being.

,,,Now let me draw some masterpieces of meself for remembrance !!. hohohoo...... If NOT, WHY not yaa ??.

,,,Loving one's livelihood and pursuits with vitality and enthusiasm i.e. getting engrossed, giving excellent performance, relishing everything from dances to drama, antiques to architecture, painting to poetry, recreation to vacation and the meaning in life ; to find VALUE in what I do ??.

hahaha !!..Done so !? ,,,crawling/walking/climbing/driving/motoring/flying/diving/coaching so its o.k. I guess now for some serious painting again ..yoo hehehe ??.

....and still going for the extra mile too......Yoohohoo !

............"BETTER TO WEAR OUT THAN TO RUST OUT"..................

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Saturday, October 24, 2009

Am only answerable to myself for my time only




,,,Sorry not trying to be rude to anyone !! yaa BUT am only answerable to myself for my life instead of blaming the world like most others are doing right now in our country.. and it pays therefore to always count your blessings and not your troubles too.

,,,Always glad of life & living, cox. it gives me the chance to love/work/play plus to look up at the stars.

,,,plus I have "Jane" to take good care of me on the island all the time !!..no worries.

,,,after a hard day's work & play, I indeed deserves some time alone to rest and unwind plus be as happy as I make up my mind to be ??..however lost time can't be recovered !.."Dost thou love life ?" THEN do not waste time, for that is the stuff what life is made of-lah hehehe.

...BUT at times, to be without some of the things I want is indeed an INDISPENSABLE part of happiness too-lah.

,,,HOWEVER do follow desire as long as I live, don't ever ever lessen the time of following desire, for the wasting of such time ia an abhorrence to my spirit !!.

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Friday, October 16, 2009

Don't shoot the Pirate of Pulau Kapas please.

13th Oct - 19th Oct'09 Flim Crew Members for "ASTRO PRIMA 105" - PULAU KE PULAU series (shows sometime in Dec'09 onwards-lah ??)
Buying fish at high sea from the fishermen rather than we fishing-lah !! ..for BBQ tonite.

Azizul capturing actions onboard ECBW and what the Capt. is made of ?!.
Ruddy the soundman.
Azizul and meself taking a break...from my pipe with a roll.

,,,In fact, we are all born equal but one must build the greater part of it !!.
,,,Don't just look at how much we do, but with how much love we are doing it too ?? yaa !.

YES !!...who are you really Capt. ??.....well errrrmm !!
...Guess I prefer the errors of enthusiasm to the indifference of wisdom. !!. ,,,Most people says (so do I yaaaaa!,, hehehe ..saya pun amat bersetuju juga-lah !.) that I have an powerful self-esteem, well presented plus always show an attractive and winning disposition.
,,,As a result is responsible, sincere, receptive, compassionate and empowering.

,,,Someone who speaks and listen with great wisdom and a sense of humour ?! ....hahaha !!...apparently with high ideals, broad sympathy, long patience and deep conviction, the whole bloody package ..Yeop Ooii lah !!..am someone that carry no grudge or grievance or allow negativism in my life.

YOO!!!!...In other words, these comprise clear objectives, burning desire, enthusiasm, motivation, inspiration, focus, determination, persistence and target reaching-lah.
,,,My take is that the surest way not to fail, is to determine to succeed, very very simple yaa ??. WHY not if not ?
,,,from an islandman hohohoo..??.. "no man is an island, and the friendly and enthusiastic person will go far in the world yooo!!"...PLUS always have the zest for living. So just go forth, live with intensity and affection, charm and enrich everyone I meet. Yooo !!
,,,YES BUDDY !!...... I will indeed 'go the extra mile' and give my very best to the world !...remember everyone must struggle to succeed-lah kan ?.
,,,NO something for nothing,,,,in fact there is nothing for nothing !!.
Believe in my dreams.... for change !
Hold on to my dreams as the years unfold
Don't compromise the ideas that I hold
For on history's pages are written the deeds
Of those who had the courage to live by their creeds
Who held to their dreams and at last achieved
The lofty goals in which they believed
So be truly true to meself in all that I do
For I believe failure is often caused by one's inability to change.
"DESIRE ACCOMPLISHED IS SWEET TO THE SOUL"

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Friday, October 9, 2009

My affair on the Island.

,,,,,,Jane taking care of the family's crown jewels !! that's it girl !!.
,,,,,,,We find only the world we look for !!,,,,mine only on an island with my pipe ??.

My affair with,,,
"Pipe Tobacco"-lah... hehehe !!

If you are a cigar smoker like meself, with an adventurous nature, who has traveled all the way from mild Macanudo to hearty Padron, it is inevitable that you will be lured into an affair with the pipe-lah..if not why not ??.
The journey into the world of the pipe is a great adventure, so it is important that you make a good start and get to know the beauty of pipe tobacco too .!!.
To do yourself justice in selecting a pipe tobacco, you must formally enter this unfamiliar realm of pleasure and let me introduce you to the possibilities before you, as an aid from an meselfmade knowledgeable tobacconist.!!. hehehe.
First, you must learn enough of the language to get around. Understand the differences between smoky Cyprian latakia, fragrant Greek xanthi, clean-smoking, zesty matured Virginia; and sweetened Kentucky burley, with its nutty richness.
Once you try, (..cuba dulu Yeop Ooi !! ) or at least smell, a few of the best examples of the different styles of pipe tobaccos, you will know what to expect from them, just as you know a Sauvignon Blanc from a Merlot. You will have to sample each individual brand to discover whether appeals to you, but learning to group styles and recognize the blending components likely to be found in each, is a big, but necessary, first step.

From my personal point of view, there are two basic categories of pipe tobaccos-lah Yeop !!.

,,,First, the more natural English and Scottish-style cake tobaccos, which are matured in pressed cakes to release the naturally occurring sugars in flue-cured Virginia and in the Greek or Turkish Oriental leaf.
,,,Second, the American-style, cased and flavored tobaccos, which rely largely on the application of sugar syrups for their flavor.

..The serious pipe smoker usually graduates over time from the sweetened to the natural-style tobaccos, perhaps going through the Danish and Dutch cavendishes, which, based historically on Maryland-style tobaccos, or possessing some component of burley, are both flavored and matured in pressed cakes, combined with loose leaf.

..The basic leaves used in the modem manufacture of pipe tobaccos look and taste so different from one other that it is hard to imagine they all began from the same seed, Nicotiana Tabacum. They have adapted to the different climates and soils of the world and have been subjected to varied curing methods that give each one a unique flavor range. Blending these tobaccos is a lot like cooking....As a Chef, I would want to begin with the best possible ingredients, and having an understanding of the flavor characteristics each ingredient brings to the blend is essential-kan kan kan ??.

VIRGINIA. One of America's first cash crops, Virginia tobacco was grown initially by the Jamestown colony, from imported Central American seed, and exported exclusively to England.
,,,Most of today's Virginia is flue-cured to preserve its bright yellow, orange or red color, and its oiliness, and Subtle sweetness. This curing method pumps smokeless heat into the airtight tobacco barn through metal flues or ducts.
,,,The best Virginia tobaccos today, matured in pressed cakes and therefore called matured Virginias, have a subtle sweetness and a delicate fruit-like flavor. They are rather tangy and pleasant on the palate, reminiscent of a mild salsa.
,,,The best matured Virginias are naturally sweet and clean-smoking tobaccos that fill the mouth with flavor. You will notice a flavor curve that is zesty at light up and then turns richer as the tobacco is smoked.
,,,Virginia tobaccos are also important components of English Mixtures and aromatic, flavored blends.

MARYLAND. Maryland tobacco is light air-cured and, therefore, a dull brown color. It is bland in flavor but has a nice, light texture and good burning qualities. Traditional Danish and Dutch Cavendish cake tobaccos, based on Maryland-style leaf, were made by adding sugars from the outset, whereas the English found it easy to go "natural" with naturally-sweet Virginia.

BURLEY. Today's burley tobacco is all descended from the White Burley Mutation. It has a rich, nutty flavor and a certain gusto. Burley is light air-cured, with a brown appearance and a dull or matte finish. Most burley, which has virtually no sugar of its own, is "cased" or flavored with sugars of one kind or another and this rich, full-flavored tobacco has traditionally been the base of the majority of American-style sweetened blends.
,,,When smoked, cased burley starts light, mellow, and mildly nutty, with no sharpness. If it is of good quality and has been handled properly, it will produce a rich, full flavor somewhat like sweet oatmeal or granola, with a caramel character coming from the burnt sugars as any good Chef would know.

ORIENTAL. This naturally aromatic, heady tobacco comes not from the modern Orient (the Far East), but from the old Orient, the Near East-Greece, Turkey, Cyprus, and other Eastern Mediterranean countries. The finest Oriental, often called "Turkish" tobacco, has a flavor that is delicately spicy. Used in small quantities, it gives to "English" or "Oriental" mixtures a sweet, yet piquant character.
,,,Sun-cured Oriental leaf has a greenish-yellow to golden brown color. Second only to flue-cured Virginia in natural sugar content, the finest Orientals from Greece and Turkey are mildly sweet and have an herbal or spicy character with an incense-like aroma.

LATAKIA. Latakia is sun-cured like other Oriental leaf and then hung in dense smoke from wood fires of oak, pine, myrtle, or cypress until blackened, a process that can take two months. The different woods impart different flavors.
,,,Latakia has an intense, incense-like fragrance but is surprisingly soft on the palate. It is cool-smoking and relatively tasteless in the middle range, an excellent condiment tobacco, basic to the natural Oriental or English mixtures. Usually, the fuller the mixture, the more Latakia is used.

PERIQUE. Perique is a deeply aromatic tobacco with a fragrance somewhere between cooked fruit (prunes) and sautéed mushrooms. Like latakia, perique is a naturally fermented condiment tobacco and, as such, is used rather sparingly. Its rich, black color and leathery texture belie its delicate flavor.
,,,Before fermentation, perique appears most like Kentucky burley. During fermentation, the tobacco steeps in its own juices for 10 months before further aging. Perique is the truffle of tobaccos, rare and precious for its distinctive pungency.

STOVED VIRGINIA. Not all that is black in an English mixture is latakia or perique. Bright flue-cured Virginias, blackened by cooking or stoving, create a measure of richness and a mellow, fruity sweetness in many natural, aged blends. Stoved Virginia has the type of richness we associate with dark chocolates. It imparts an aroma similar to warm chutney.

CAVENDISH. Here's a term that is used so broadly with so many different nuances that Webster could spend a whole page in the subcategories of definition. Briefly, Dutch Cavendish is generally a mixture of different component leaves such as burley, Virginia, and Maryland, that have been flavored and pressed into cakes to age. Any tobacco that has been treated in this manner can be called a Cavendish.
,,,The term "Cavendish" also refers to the cut which is characteristic of matured Virginias and burley plug. The pressed cakes in which the leaves are aged are cut into bars and then the bars are cross-cut into thick or thin slices called flakes.

BLACK CAVENDISH. Most black cavendishes that form the base of many American-style aromatics are sweetened, stoved versions of certain burley tobaccos from Kentucky and Tennessee, as well as some dark air-cured tobaccos from central Virginia.
,,,The best have a caramel flavor, reminiscent of syrupy pancakes-mild, sweet, full-flavored but with a slight aftertaste similar to the burnt taste on toasted marshmallows.

Ha ha ha !!,,,Now that you know your components, you are ready to select a new smoking tobacco. Being an ownself knowledgeable tobacconist in this new adventure, when you learn to name the style of tobacco you want, you will experiment & experience a range of selected product likely to please you-lah. hohohoo !!.
You may find that, as the day passes from morning into evening, you will want to change from a lighter to a more full-flavored tobacco. Just keep smaller amounts of several tobaccos on hand rather than a large quantity of any one product. You don't want to eat the same thing at every meal and, in all likelihood, you will want variety in your pipe tobaccos.
To give tobaccos an adequate trial, it is necessary to smoke all of them under similar conditions. Try them at various times of the day, always in clean, rested pipes of the same quality. Just fill, light, and tamp the pipe properly so that the tobacco draws and burns slowly and evenly throughout, as would a fine, hand-rolled cigar.
However, the smoke shop environment provides the best opportunity for you to become a connoisseur. There are distinctions in flavor and quality in all types of tobaccos, from the heady aromatics to the clean-smoking, naturally-aged ones.
Discovering the subtle and interesting flavors of the full range of pipe tobaccos available from the different manufacturers is great fun, as many pleasant smoking experiences will be found, and fond memories created, on the road to that elusive perfect blend.

Yoooo !!. Now, get yourself a pipe O.K. ??....for a start, try out..... "BARASSO" made in Italy, cox it comes with its filter to ensure tar free piping too !..hohohoo...no more.... "pinjam rokok sebatang ?".... Yeop Ooi !!.

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Thursday, October 1, 2009

Recovery from Drug Addiction.

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Facing life challenges head on alone ??
,,,,,,,Nature too can creat havoc yaa !!..what not with oneself ??

Keeping an eagle eye around each corner/angle,,,,, hohohoo !! ..in helping the less fortunate.


Recovery from Drug Addiction:

October 1, 2009 at 10:27 am

Hello Matt again,

.....Just to highlight the methodology utilized at Capt’s Longhouse, its just the ‘practical strategy’ adopted by/from my ex-military & real life experiences plus front-end exposure, are as follows :

,,,a. Building STRONG motivation for change,
,,,b. Strengthening individual commitment to CHANGE,
,,,c. and ‘follow-through’ strategies..agreed by the individual himself,
,,,d. go for Win/Win for both parties.

.....This kind of (real life & living) therapy via proactive real time consciousness of shared values and continuing dialogue will eventually lead to a greater commonality of deviated value-system back to standard common values.

.....Am no expert BUT just a good Listener/Counselor to those that really wants to change or help themselves-lah back to society. So far so good but I do face some black cheeps too,,, unfortunately !!.

.....The above mentioned programme is self supporting/funding without any financial aids from outside. We earn our living ourselves through hard work, blood, sweat & tears !!... Real ACTIONS and DELIVERABLES i.e. process-lah haha !!. ……we don't expect hand-outs too.

……NO free Lunch yaa !!,,,,, but for "Win/Win"..... Yeop Ooi ??.

Capt.

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